It's been long yaks, since we fought over attention, over new toys that were only to be desserted less than 5 minutes after, since we sat in one table at 7pm to do our homeworks and study. Hehe, it's been so long...
I realise that you've always restrained your emotions and have put mine before anything. Those times spent chatting late at night and early mornings around the same repetitive subject and end up with no conclusions,are complete waste of time but we still do it anyway because we know it's fun hearing ourselves think out loud. Your direct respond to my attitude, your method of cheering up that I find different because you tend to say one completely opposing opinion which later burns my brain into thinking, thus works effectively in the end. Your protective nature for me, eventhough you never admit it. Calling me only at 8pm after mom checked in and freaked out knowing I'm not yet home, but worry like mad when I come 5 minutes late at McDonald's. Understanding my mood fluctuations, simply asking "you okay?" and get back to what you were doing after hearing my dull response. Constantly reminding me to pray, and take life easily, not to think too much and jump to conclusions.
Thanks for being there, Da. There's so many more things that I can't pour out onto this limited blog entry. Thanks for being strong when I wasn't, at least for assuring me that you are. Taking care of me unlike anything since mom and dad left, giving me guidelines as oppose to rules. I've been shaped into who I am today, and your part in it is uncountable!!! I'm sorry if I always spring doubt in your decisions, putting away your papers thinking that I've done you a favour by rearranging them ^^; Making you feel awful because I start telling you things that happened in highschool in Indo just a couple of weeks ago, reminding you of how insensitive you are, and responding "I just know, it's clearly shown!" to most of your questions about people ...And the list goes on...
I wish you'll experience the most out of life, and to be able to face them even better than you're facing it now :-) Happy Birthday.
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